Fuel for Fire

Basically since my high school years, I've always wondered why I haven't achieved excellence like some of my comrades. I was always "decent" in everything I did. That all-around dude who could do anything, but never really shine in one particular field. From the classroom, to the basketball court, to running track, or whatever else you can name, I guess I never really found MY niche. I use to blame this on pure laziness, which I'm sure plays a part in it. BUT after a damn good amount of thought, I think it's just cause I don't have passion about life (Ain't no need to get alarmed, I ain't talking about jumping off a bridge or something crazy). By passion, I mean feeling of purpose or something. I think this is why I can never stay focus on any task. Been trying to get started on this music thing, which I feel will be beyond dope, but something always stops me from LETTIN' LOOSE! Guess I just need to find some fuel so I can get this fire going....Eventually it'll happen.....but for now....I'll be coasting without much effort....