Love Affairs: Mí Ladrona, Mí Amor

Mí Ladrona, Mí Amor,
Our first class together was back in cold weather,
I still remember the first time you walked by, and said “Hi”
I stuttered in my reply, I was Mesmerized
By a smile so pure, so warm, and so sweet
I spent the entire semester of class, goin' over my plans
My scheme was to just sweep you off your feet
And I’d catch you in my arms while singin’ a love song,
But alas,
These feelings for you, you never knew I had
Looking back at it now just makes my mind crash
Cause it was a real chance, I had in my hands,
Whether it was making you laugh, or that one movie night with your fam
All I ever wanted to do was show you the card in my hand,
But all you managed to do was steal my heart and dash
And even in the aftermath of our friendship, the feelings have yet to past
So slick in your routine, something precious of mine you managed to nab
I have this reoccurring dream of you in every scene
An ironic result of asking God to purge from all my memories
I guess for to get my deck straight, and get my cards to stack
I gotta get my heart back

Mí Ladrona, Mí Amor

Love Affairs: Childhood Love

Childhood love,

The time that we spent was never really enough,

I remember when we was young we use to play Hide and Seek

And you would hide near the brush behind the bushes near the shrubs,

I would always give chase, tagging you with a tacklehugs

I never crossed my mind why I constantly saved you for last

I guess the joy of us, rolling around in the grass

Was worth having to hear my mom’s tell me “Get yo ass in the bath!”

Looking back now, I understand why our parents shared laughs,

The understood that us playing together,

Day after day, was suppose to lead to something better

Perhaps maybe even forever,

But when I had to chance to claim your hand, and hold it in mine

I denied you to your face and said you wasn’t mine

But how could you blame me? I was only a couple of years past five

If only I understood then what made you run and cry

But I was confused you see,

Love was something different and was still new to me

So when I left for a different city and thought about all the times I would miss,

The one memory I will forever cherish, is the one when we shared first shared lips.

Fallout New Vegas: Ranger Combat Armor

So I've been trying to get this armor without having to take down an NCR squad or lose fame with the NCR at the same time. Today I snuck up on a ranger and killed him with the "Oh baby" weapon in one hit. Silent kill. No hostile alerts, no fame loss, etc. Don't know if it was a glitch or if this works everytime, but it worked for me!

2011 outlook

2010 was an eye opener for me. Among the valuable things I learned, the one lesson that has stuck to me the most, is the fact that if the world is going to change for the better, someone is going to have to stick their neck out their in order to make a difference. We simply cannot be afraid to change for the better, or be afraid of the unknown period. I had one of the illest professors I think God ever created this past semester. A quote she read to us goes:

When you walk to the edge of all the light you have and take that first step into the darkness of the unknown, you must believe that one of two things will happen; there will be something solid for you to stand upon or you will be taught how to fly

I guess if I'm going to evolve and mature as a person to finally become Real, I need to learn how to fly.


M.A.R.S.